Oh bon sang ce soir j'ai craqué, 4H de discussion.
Je vous laisse découvrir. Je pensais qu'elle m'aurait foutu un vent bien avant vu ce que je lui dis.
J'ai essayé quand même de me contrôler sur la forme pour optimiser l'impact en utilisant aussi des réponses courtes parfois, sans smiley puis en esquivant certaines questions, etc.
Je ne sais pas quoi en penser du coup.
Je suis allé super loin, ça ne semble pas l'avoir choquée o_O Mais je suis sincère.
Mardi
X
17/11/2015 02:31
Yes I know, but sometimes I just can't help to do it
Autel
17/11/2015 09:01
That's why you should have stayed in Paris Baichai, I could have protected you /SMILEY LANGUE/
[VENT]
Aujourd’hui
Autel
21:33
Maybe you do not want your boyfriend to see our conversation /SMILEY LANGUE/
X
22:08
Do I have one ?
Autel
22:13
You're the only one who can answer /SMILEY LANGUE/
X
22:23
but the truth is that you already give an answer
like what you did last time,
Autel
22:31
That is the confusion of love
Autel
22:46
Anyway I did not really assert that, it's just that I'm so lost with you...
X
23:03
how about you
r u dating with someone
Autel
23:05
I had
X
23:09
why message me
X
23:19
Maybe you do not want your girlfriend to see our conversation
[ET BIM, elle est douée en retour de piques la petite]
Autel
23:22
I already told you,
I want to be with you
And I have no girlfriend now
[Faut pas non plus se tirer une balle dans le pied]
X
23:23
is it that easy to get a crush on someone
Autel
23:27
When you know who you want, yes
X
23:28
and then be together and then break up?
why
Autel
23:33
It is just how I feel, I just know it
So you're afraid to be with me ?
X
23:43
maybe there is culture difference, am just not that kind of person
people are always trying to protect themselves
Autel
23:51
I do not want to hurt you
X
23:56
i know, you never want to hurt someone but sometime it just hurt
just because i want a serious relationship
Autel
00:00
And what makes you think I do not want it too ?
X
00:02
as what you said, during this year, you had another relationship
Autel
00:07
You cut contact with me
X
00:12
because there is no trust between us
Autel
00:13
Was I supposed to not live anymore ?
What we lived was sincere and I have been always honest with you
X
00:22
what do you mean by this?
Autel
00:24
That I never lied to you
[Mouais...
]
X
00:25
am i?
Autel
00:31
How could I know ? But I chose to trust you since I'm talking with you months after
And that's what you should have done with me instead of breaking bond so fast
Anyway, I think we can just forget what gone wrong and just retry together, what do you think Baochai ?
[ma main a ripé du clavier, je l'ai envoyé sans faire exprès...je m'attendais à une absence de réponse]
X
00:54
u r in Paris and am in London?
Autel
00:56
I can take care of this problem
X
00:58
how to make it?
Autel
00:59
I can find a job in London
I am a Data Scientist you know /SMILEY LANGUE/
[putain là je suis allé loin je l'avoue
Je pensais ne plus jamais avoir de réponse]
X
01:07
for me?
Autel
01:10
Yes
[allez hop je suis lancé]
X
01:12
do u really know about me?
u never told me why you like me
Autel
01:20
I just feel good with you, that is how it works
That is enough for me
X
01:24
and u don't really understand me
when u know all the bad and good side about me, how could u know u still like me
Autel
01:27
And what is so bad about you X ? /SMILEY LANGUE/
X
01:31
i don't know
people are not always the same
Autel
01:36
I recognize the girl I had in front of me from every discussion we have even on Facebook
X
01:37
why u don't use FB?
Autel
01:40
You can never know how things will go on if you never try. We were just good together, so why wasting opportunities of hapiness when they come to us ?
Don't I use it know ? /SMILEY LANGUE/
X
01:48
do u like chinese Literature?
Autel
01:53
It's hard to extrapolate from one book but I loved reading Hong Lou Meng as you know
X
01:54
R u in Paris now?
It's already two
Autel
01:55
Yes, it's quite late
X
01:56
Bed time now?
Autel
02:01
Nope it's ok
X
02:02
U r outside ?
Autel
02:03
I'm not that crazy /SMILEY LANGUE/
X
02:04
If yes, really crazy
Autel
02:05
Crazyness is freedom
X
02:05
May I ask u a question
Autel
02:06
Proceed madam
X
02:06
Why u don't have friends on fb
[OUILLE]
Autel
02:09
We do not use it a lot
X
02:09
We?
But I saw u did have friends before, right?
Autel
02:11
?
I did not change anything
X
02:12
Ok
Maybe u just don't like it personally
Sorry , I should go to sleep now and u too
Good night
Autel
02:15
Good night X, think about what I said
Des avis ?